really great stuff

It works because both people realized that they're not ready to be trapped in holy matrimony just yet but they can handle whatever situation they're in.

I hope things work out for them though. (And isn't it strange how one block of time can hold the best of times and the worst....)

Ha. I think thats why I like the fact that Im basically having 4 dif. languages forced on me now. Theres more material to work with when you feel like there cant possibly be a way to describe whatevers happened to you.

We're all causing them. The way the world is now I dont even think the littlest kids are light on their feet anymore because its so hard to find something that gives you a reason to have a bounce in your step. I know plenty of people that wish they could fly though. Or fly away is more like it...

Ha. Make it clear your not going to be the laughing stock when you go out then...Plain and simple.

Ive always rathered being known as slightly boring than "that drunk chick".

And besides, theres no rule that says you cant surprise everyone and be wild when you want to... :)

I like this :]

*looks down* hahaha.

I loved this post.
Just know everyone leads their own equally sh*tty life, no matter how perfect they appear to be. We are all conflicted with some sort of melodrama. In all honesty, I'd rather lead a dramatic life than a dull one.
No one's better than the next.
We're all FUBAR.
=)

I thought you said moving forward to quickly is the last thing youd want to do....

I understand though.  I could have done without the past 3 years of my life to be honest. Or the last three weeks if it could happen.

I was just thinking that the other day.

wow.......beautifully written!!
Hope you feel better soon..

hiba

This is beautiful.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

I'm very happy for you.

[SlayerChick]

sometimes moving on to other things makes better change in your life=] maybe a new change in work will help you?

but remember happiness is always there when you need it. you just simply have to want it enough & i see that all of it is right in front of you.

-peyton.<3

mm, i like things like that, makes life a little more interesting.
and is this the same girl or other?
glad things are going better for you.

Horrible. :(

(Creative title btw.)

Follow the alcohol. Very clever. No doubt it'd lead to more useless human beings.

-Samara.

Hope all is okay...  it's been awhile since I've written. 

I hope you see the dry land soon. :)

girls go nuts for you, they really do.

a hand held massager that came with a kitchen appliance we had previously ordered.
literally worth a couple dollars.

but it glows in the dark.
green.

a temporary 'relaxer' () before i force the boyfriend to sweep in for me.

=)

my neck is constantly creaking. its always the worst and needs constant massages! i also am worrying over my wrists and fingers. i feel a very dark age of arthritus ahead of me, yet im careless for the long term side effects of my bad choices.

i never seem to learn.

everything takes time.
Youre right. It's the one thing I'm dreading actually. I want it to PASS!

I am like you though. I savour every moment. Especially when it rains. I sit and stare at the rain. How amazingly cool am I? Pretty amazing I know. Well I sit and stare, and then I stare some more... I think I'm very fortunate for looking at the small things in life and really really seeing them. There are things people who are in a rush just completely miss.

I would imagine an unexpected kiss moves you.
I want my unexpected kiss now. 

Toots cheerio!

Rananaar45677 +1  (<-- sorry, seizure)

[SlayerChick]

i just love this entry. its simply and sweet.  "being kissed unexpectedly on the lips, it moves you." i like that part. think thats my fave kiss.
by the way, im grace (anglekisses123)

I know how you feel..... :(

(I wonder why I always share your feelings when it has to do with relationships.... its strange.)

You, mister, are movin on up!

Like the song. By Curtis Mayfield.
Listen to it. NOW!
=)

In my previous life I was a 6 foot albino who wore snake skin shoes and leopard print leather jackets.

Everyone envied me.

=)

Now I'm wondering if I say it wrong. You'll forgive me on account of my American accent, won't you?

Oh, what a funny entry!  :) 

I always loved hearing that term "mad" for it....  It's so cool. 

Can't wait for the Oasis album.  I'm "mad" to hear it!  I love them.  My husband's favorite song is Cigarettes and Alcohol and mine is either Slide Away or Live Forever, and most of the . '..Morning Glory album!

well. when is the last time you had it? :D

just kidding.
yeah, totally immature. it's just like, yo when's the last time you banged?

anyway. i think it's pretty awesome that you were honest with your boss.
gotta show them hoes.

ouch. use more common sense? that would really annoy me.
yes, you're english! stick to it!

= )

We never know what is normal.  I've come to question if there is such a thing as normal? But whether there is or isn't, we all live sh*t lives in our own ways, but that sh*t life is our sh*t life and we stand on own mountain of sh*t proudly! ah ha! hahaha

J.

p.s is this --> (.)(.) suppose to be booobies? hahah i hope so because i laughed

Yeah, I think it's the difference of the size of the two countries.  I remember when I was in the UK, I was amazed at how small England is.  I think my state is almost as big - I think I've heard that the whole UK is about the size of New York state but England may be around the size of Maine.  It is crazy how much cool music and chic bands come out of your country for how small it is.  It speaks to the talent there... 

Sorry you are sick - hope you feel well soon...

that was your cue to tell her, you fool.

: ( 

poor ashley.

... sounds like a rough night :/

and thanks :D

Blah, I always think about this.  Because you know exsactly what they're thinking when they look at you... memories.  Eep

J.

hahaha. scary thought

:D

something to think about.

<3

well my advice to you would be to just be your self and dont worry about what they saw...try to think positive and if they bring in up in the conversation then all you have to do is just tell them the truth as to what happened....if they really do care they wont judge you on something like that..they would take your word..and they will try to understand and get to know the real YOU...not the NAKED you...just remeber to be yourself and give it a shot..better now then never....

I'm sure he meant it out of humour.

Though it would be discomforting to know people took me as a suicidal..

:D

fiest fiest.  fiest and f*** ups.

J.

If you've outgrown it find something bigger. Your talent is too big for this place anyway.

In reality, we are all terribly scared to be alone.  If we weren't, then we would be flaunting ourselves and having sex like mad and crazy people with whom ever we desired.  But the whole realitionship deal, is just our excuse for not being alone all the time.  We just enjoy the comfort of being in the presences of someone we trust.

j.

P.S I enjoy the coldplay remark

how odd. i was listening to yellow only a moment ago. then again, coldplay is a very common band to listen to. hmm.

why do i hate mondays?

because they're gross, tiring, and looong. and it signals the beginning of another loong week as well.

i should be more optimistic.

but i'm sarcastic. so i don't see the mix in that.

tootles!

'a way with words' is perhaps appropriate for the above...

I am back!  I'm sorry i've just well... not been busy but procrastination has a mean way of biting you in the ass, it does not help that i got a new computer too. Which i am adoring since my last was a piece.  I too HATE when my stero lite is just particularly shiny one night.  sometimes i put something over it.  Just a suggestion.  What song are you taking about?  I would really like to hear it.

J.

Whats new?

it was sarcasm. nevermind.

[SlayerChick]

this entry is old but i'm going to comment it regardless...

i do the same thing.  with the Times.  sometimes i look over the headlines so it can look like im doing something very responsible instead of reading comics online or

writing a diary no one can ever see.

[Columbina]

You are sooo right!

Merry Christmas to you!